thankfulness!!!
I have shared in my old post in this blog that Triz, our toddler has been cosleeping with us, ever since she was born. And ever since then, she has been sleeping beside me all those nights. No matter how I tried to have her sleep in her own bed, she won’t and the dad protested we’ll just let her sleep in our bed for as long as she wants. And then I used to complain that I got tired of sleeping beside her because I don’t get to move around as she seems to be so selfish in not letting me face any other way but her. Well, when she put her right hand around my neck, that is the sweetest though plus she’ll have her face so close to mine that we almost catch each other’s breath. I admit, the dad is so jealous of it but he couldn’t do anything about it. Everytime I tell Triz to let dadi positioned beside her, she won’t allow it. When I want her to be in between, neither will it happen, unless she’s sick. And worst, she will never go to sleep without me in tow. LOL But last night though, or should I say all through out the night, for the FIRST TIME ever, she agreed to have dadi sleep beside her, and me? OUT OF PLACE! Hahaha! I was practically happy because my usual and most comfortable lying position is sleeping with my stomach and so I was able to make it without any fuss at all. It was unbelievable how swithart’s magic worked well last night. First, they had a wonderful time storytelling and singing and reciting memory verses as well as recalling what happened during the day and I didn’t mind them at all. Yeah, I never joined them both in their dialogue. I just slept all by myself, away from the two of them, as if we three had a huge quarel. Well, it worked pretty good. When they got done with their conversation and the dadi said “ok, tulog na ta, close eyes na [ok, it's time to sleep, we gotta close our eyes now], Triz just said “good night dad, good night mom”. And that’s about it. Sure, I missed being beside with my so lovely daughter but I was so happy to finally have her sleep without me beside her. I thought it will be a great start because who knows, I’ll be working soon and I might be on a graveyeard shift. Hehe… So I finally can say that even just with the two of them, they’ll make it. Today, I have a lot to be thankful and this one is one huge reason.
Congrats to Triz,that’s a big step already! Our Shiela can sleep in betwwen basta naa lang ko.Pero ang Dadi maoy di mosugot sa middle si Shiela kay maigo unya sa iyang dagkong bukton haha…pero ako man pod ibutang shiela sa iyang cot jud cel,lisud man gud share me bed 3 ba unya ang space ni shiela mas daku pa sa among shady,di ko kalihok jud oy! So first time nimo nga natulog nga nakakulob since you gave birth?hahaha aw since buntis gyud diay!…lami au feeling aning “catching each other’s breath” lupigan ko pod shiela oy di ko kaginhawa…